I NEVER REGRET WHAT LIFE HAD BEEN

I never regret every bit of my life.Even if I had mistakes, the mistakes gave meaning and lessons.I won many battles.I lose in some undertakings.Greatest miracles happened like being born to good parents who loved us forever, passing the UPCAT and the medical board exam and even meeting good friends who are forever true . Some lessons were learned the hard way.I received the repercussions well like a bruise that was gradually absorbed by time.My wound was deep.I never regret my marriage even if it somehow brought so many hardships.I never said that I was not even prepared for it. For me, that was the best decision I made because I love my husband very much.I married a wonderful person.I cherished every single day I shared with him.He gave me a smart kid.I miss the hugs and kisses of our unica hija.I miss her neverending questions and her love to explore.If I have magic,I will really return back during those days that we had her. I loved the family we had...but even if love was true, ... life has it's finality like apoptosis in a cell's life cycle.If I will be given a second chance by God, I will repeat what I did.Not because I did not learn from errors that I had but because love was sincere. The heavens linger and God never slumber.I have so many queries but only God can answer.I hope that time will answer me somehow.
Life is still wonderful.A career is blossoming.I am still whole even if not complete as I used to.Someday,God will stretch His hands and bring forth a baby that I will call Elieithyia- name of the Goddess of child birth.HOPE TO HAVE TWINS, THOUGH.